Alma
Alma lay on the floor of the library in a
growing puddle of her own blood. Her
hands and arms were covered in the sticky stuff that in the darkness reminded
her of maple syrup.
She was no medical
expert but she knew this bad. Really
bad.
Now she was
feeling light headed and the pain was fading away to a dull roar in the back of
her mind.
She felt like
laughing for some reason.
It was kind of
funny in a pathetic, wasteful sort of way.
She had traveled through a destroyed United States all the way from
Nevada to Virginia to find a brother that mathematically should have been dead
a thousand times over. She fought cholos
in Salt Lake,
FEMA troops in Colorado
and fascist survivalists in the Shenandoah.
And then she ended
up getting stabbed by some lone freak who followed her across country.
What was the
point?
Really, what was
the point of anything? God had decided
to end the world and now all he had to do was mop up the few stragglers. Why do anything with everything you do God
takes as a joke. He was up in heaven
looking down on her and laughing.
Of course she
hadn’t told anyone where she was going.
That would have been the responsible, level headed thing to do. Alex always said her impetuousness would get
her into trouble. She didn’t know
‘trouble’ was a shank in a dark library.
She took a deep
breath and tried to get up into a crawling position. There was a first aid kit on her saddle.
Her legs felt like
jelly and she could barely get them under her.
But then her feet
slipped in her own blood and she fell on her face. She would have screamed out curses if she had
had the strength.
Then she heard the
library door open. She looked around for
her gun but it was gone in the darkness somewhere.
It didn’t
matter. She was done. She was going to die here in this stupid
place. Damn. She was still a virgin. That sucked.
Maybe that’d give her a few bonus points in heaven: make up for all her
cursing. Was that a stupid thing to worry about or was that actually a big problem? Either way, it really sucked.
A dark figure came
around the corner and looked down at her.
A second later a painfully bright light blinded her and she turned
away.
Then the light
came right on top of her and a face appeared.
It was a man’s face she didn’t recognize. He was large (as in muscular, not fat) with a shaved head and wore a
serious expression. He had a tac-vest
covered in pouches and had a scar running down the side of his face.
“Hold still,” he
said in a deep voice.
“No problem. I’ll be still enough pretty soon.”
“Shut up and lay
down," he said though not angrily.
A hand pushed her
head down. Normally she wouldn’t stand
for that kind of crap but once her head was down she didn’t have the strength
to raise it. She felt him doing
something down there, like he was massaging her side where she got
stabbed. She heard some ripping cloth
and then her mid section was lifted off the ground.
Maybe it just
didn’t matter what this stranger was doing.
At least she got the guy that killed her.
“At least I killed
the guy that go me,” she said.
“I said shut
up. Save your energy and don’t
move.”
Something
tightened up around her waist like an uncomfortable belt.
The man’s face came
into view.
“I’m going to put
an I.V. into you, okay? Don’t
move.”
“I won’t.”
She barely felt
the needle. He placed the bag on a
nearby shelf propped between books.
“Stay still and
you’ll be alright,” the man said.
That’s what they
always said when there was a big problem.
“What’s your
name?” He asked.
“Alma Attaway.”
“You live near
here?”
“Out by Lexington, behind the
Walmart on the other side of the river.”
“How far is that?”
“I don’t know,
man. Two hours?”
“Okay. I patched you best I could for now. Once the bleeding stops I’ll try to sew you
up. I won’t lie. It looks bad but you can live.
He said it all in
a calm, level tone like someone who had said this sort of thing many times.
“Who are
you?” She asked.
“I’m Jason.”
She remembered him
saying other things but it all faded out.
When she opened
her eyes next bright sunlight was poring through the dusty, library
windows. The big man, Jason was sitting
down and leaning up against a book case.
Looked like he fell asleep watching over her.
Alma looked down and saw that her clothes were
covered in dark brown blood. She pulled
up her shirt and saw several layers of bandages covering her midsection.
It hurt but she
was alive. She tried to sit up but sharp
pain from her wound shot through her like electricity.
Jason had a rifle
in his lap, a FAL with a EOT Tech holo sight and foregrip. Well, at least her mind was clear again.
“Hey, big guy,”
she said.
The man’s head
jerked up and he was instantly alert.
“How are you feeling? Do you feel any nausea, light headedness?” He asked.
“I’ll thank you if
I live. How long was I out?”
He checked his
watch.
“Eight hours. I was expecting more.”
“I’m full of
surprises.”
He looked at her
bandages and checked her IV. Everything
he did he did with precise, well practiced moves.
“I don’t have any
more IV’s.” He dug through his backpack. “I have salt crackers and canned chili. You need to eat this.”
“Sure thing.”
He opened the can
for her with some kind of survivalist multi tool that happened to have a can
opener.
She wasn’t hungry
but started eating anyway.
“Where you from,
Jason?”
“Does it matter
anymore?”
“Still does.”
“Baltimore.
Joined the Marines eight years ago and haven’t been back.”
“Why?”
“It was always a
graveyard, but now it’s actually full of dead people.”
“Not a fan, huh?”
“No, not really. What are you doing out here alone?”
“Pretty stupid of
me. Don’t you ever just want to be by
yourself?”
“Not lately. You’re the first living person I’ve seen that
hasn’t tried to kill me long enough to hold a conversation in over a year.”
“Where have you
been?”
“I was up in New York when it all
went down.”
“Fighting?”
“Yeah.”
Before the news
stopped she had heard the fighting in New
York was terrible.
“Can you draw me a
map to your friends and then I’ll need to know the best way to not get shot
when I approach them.”
He handed her a
pad and pen and she drew a rough map of where they were.
“Just approach
with your hands up in the air.”
“Right. I’m going to go find them. Finish eating. I left some water right there and your gun.”
“I’ll just stay
here then,” she said.
He didn’t even
smile.
Jason stood up and
lifted his pack to his shoulders. He
paused and looked down at her.
“You’ll be fine,”
he said but the tone of his voice told her that she wasn’t as “fine” as she
needed to be.
And then like that
he was gone out the library door and she was alone.









